Hey ive just drank 21 bottles 440ml of Grolsch (5%)and i have written this post and feel fine ...a bit tipsy but fine ...am i an alchololic?
I can and do go without beer for weeks I can and have gone without drinking for months When i fancy a drink i do go for it.. I never have or will drink or drive and my family is way more important than drink I have never stole or cheated anyone for a drink
But i do love a drink and i do seem to consume more of the stuff than others who people call alchies.
I have never had a fight when drunk ,all my fights have been when i am up tight and sober! i always concede the point when drunk! I will argue the toss when sober.
People like me when i have had a few ,i am funny ,kind ,loving ,when drunk. i can be mean,dismissive and nitpicking when sober!
it seems alchohol depressess most of my negative personality traits. I am not as forward as i should be to my loved ones in telling them how much i care when sober but get me a drink and i am mr sentemental.
This forum has always been good therapy for me in voicing my thoughts and please forgive my indulgance on this occasion