What did i give up? I pushed myself to the edge, and for what? To be smart and successful, pretty and popular, just for you . . . . . and for what? And Why? Because I hated myself. I gave away my records, and all of my other friends . . . . .I don't even know what I'm doing here anymore. What did I give up to be here? What did I gain? Does it matter? What have I lost?…………….Oh, woe is me, WOE IS ME!!!!!!!