I have been having all the same stresses and thoughts. About this field. I think about Just going to sell cars and only service my good customers on days off.
I got a call Friday night something wasn't working also. It got me really stressed.
I do think once you owned your own biz it is very hard to go back to being an employee.
Almost exactly 2 years ago today. I got a email from my boss. At 7pm Friday night. About not logging 30 mins of Programing to a time sheet. I said sorry and thought it over. He responded "unacceptable "
I stopped for dinner right off the highway in mass on my way to vt and let him know what I thought was unacceptable. I was promptly fired Monday morning. And have never looked back. I have been able to survive for 2 years on my own. As much as I stress I think about the friends that stayed working for that shop and how miserable they are. I think getting stressed is because you care.